The Rasmus — Myself

I have always been different I like to be But every time they got something to say to me One day I had to be, I made a different me But got trouble next day I went school, you see Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me Put me in to the games where I don't wanna be In other words no one don't like me there Sometimes I really care, I can't be myself Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one I took a gun, party's just begun Inside of me there still lives a part of me It put me back to the Earth, where I belong to be I get along well with this feeling in my mind If I should say something, I would say nothing 'cause I'll kiss my only friend what I've got, ever had But still I can't ..I can't be myself I'm gonna the way I wanna be Nobody wanna talk with me, no Do I have to be or let my feelings free? Take a look at me, the way I wanna be I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died My life turned from that good to that very bad There were only me, my pipe and those drugs I had One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me I think I cannot be, I can't be myself!